Do you know?

Do you know how much I love you? Do you know how much I need you in my life? Do you know you make me smile? Do you know how much I appreciate you? Do you know I envy you? Do you know I pray for you every night? Do you know you are my role models? Do you know how much I miss you? Do you know that just seeing you makes my day? Do you know how grateful I am for having you in my life? Do you know you inspire me? Do you know how deeply sorry I am for everything I did? Do you know I'm waiting for you?

Most probably all these "you" are not reading my blog and most probably some of them don't even know how often I think about them nor what I think about them. Tonight I was in a very weird mood... I didn't feel like talking to anybody, I panicked for a kind of stupid reason, I remembered and decided to forget some things, but more than anything I thought about the important persons in my life, whether they are still around or not...

For all the important "you" in my life (just hoping that at some point I'll be able to say it or prove in a way you'll understand)...